Past

Does the past matter? 

Does it matter if it's hidden?

The whole truth unrevealed?

Or is it the best way to go about?
What if one finds out the whole truth?

Why am I so vulnerable?

I haven't ever gotten like this before

and I don't enjoy this feeling.

Always second guessing myself

and others.

Love me for me, right?

Why do I feel I am not being myself 100% of the time?

I was never this insecure or worried.

I don't know what's real right now.

Or at least what I'm hoping.